HELLO. YESTERDAY'S BADMINTON TRAINING. MY LEG REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT, I NEEDA STOP. THE COACH SAY, MY PERMANENT INJURY COULDNT ALLOW ME TO TRAIN ANY FURTHER. I WENT TO SEE DOCTOR TODAY, SHE SAY I NEEDA STOP TRAINING IF I DONT WANT IT TO BECOME WORSE. I COULDNT TAKE UP ANY SPORTS THAT INCLUDE RUNNING , ALL I COULD DO IS SWIMMING. DECLARE THAT I NEEDA TO GIVE UP MY BADMINTON . I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS, KINDA SUCKS...BUT i dont want to show it out, but Im crying deep inside my heart, I really want to get into school team and go for competition, but yet I only can play for leisure with friends. Oh well, the truth hurts. I love badminton hell lot because thats the only sports that I am good in it and yet... everything has changed... Okay, shall change topic. School was fine , today was damn funny because our lao da is the joke of the day. So, I shall look for a part-time job since Im going to stop going for training rightszczcsz?? You will know who are your true friends when you really need them , they will be there for you . Im not that fine when i say im fine...I have been kinda affected to know that i needa give up the things that i like, or rather the things that i Love. My classmates Kerisa said that Im over-friendly, its a bad thing. Because people will stab me behind my back. I am not that friendly, its just that i believe, If i treat you good, you will treat me good as well, and please dont take me for granted... I may be cheerful because i need to hide my emo side right? :D I can be super quiet and anti-social at times and I also can be FREAKING friendly:D

Again and again ....Everyday pass so fast, I couldnt able to manage my time, no time to think of other things. School > friends > class mates > family . My school. daily routine , everyday RJ, RJ , RJ ... friends : Kylie, joey, jeremy . Kylie(my new gf)------LOVE HER SO MUCH<3. We shared a lot of things together, she will tell me the things when she is sad, and her unpleasant past . SHE nvr fails to build up my self-esteem everyday because i always say that Im very ugly and fat.... :D Joey and jeremy , known them too long, my secondary school mates. They know almost everything me.... OKay, my classmates ..... Delya , Kerisa(zha bor) , Pei qing, Jie En... these four girls, gives me a lot of motivation of coming to school everyday, its the strength that left a great impact, although its just less than a month and we are so bonded, machiam we know each other for like damn long . Love u <3 Shall post other time again, next wednesday , thursday and friday, no school, happy ^^

HELLO !!! BACK TO BLOGGING IN 2012 AGAIN, OKAY, ITS A BRAND NEW YEAR. BRAND NEW START. POLY LIFE- LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH, HER NAME IS KYLIE. FRESHMAN CAMP>ORIENTATION PROGRAMME>SCH STARTS. WE WENT THROUGH QUITE A LOT OF THINGS ALTHOUGH WE ONLY KNOW EACH OTHER FOR LIKE LESS THAN A MONTH ? LOVE U<3. MY CLASSMATES, I LOVE MY CLASS, NEW FRIENDS, NEW ENVIRONMENT OF STUDYING MAYBE ? EVERYTHING ITS LIKE SO FRESH. OH YA , FORGOT TO MENTION ABOUT NATALIA , ANOTHER NEW GF OF MINE . SHE REALLY ROCKSZXCSXZX, NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE... I NEED TO BE GRATEFUL TO HAVE KNOWN THESE 2 GF'S. EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAPPEN IN THIS YEAR IS SO MEMORABLE. GIVING NAMECARDS, ASKING FOR NUMBERS, RELATIONSHIPS,FRIENDSHIP, SOME FRIENDS COME AND GO , SOME WHO ARE REALLY BE THERE WITH YOU AT ALL TIMES. WELL, I GUESS THATS LIFE. ITS LIKE A FLOW. FLOW OF ROUTINE OF OUR DAILY LIVES. IM TOO TIRED TO THINK OF ANYTHING NOW, MY EYES ARE CLOSING SOON. THAT'S ALL ! :D